I FAILED AGAIN

After 7 days of non-nicotine days, I still couldn't resist the temptation. The toxic in the cigarette feel so good. My mum found another box in my room, I was totally out of cigarette. She also kept all the cigarette away from me to make sure i wont take another puff. But yet, I still had my way. In my school uniform, i took a deep puff. Ahh~ feel so good, so great. That puff also brings me closer a step to death. I don't care! i want to enjoy life first. How could i stop? Its so addictive. Its a drug! Its part of my life now!