What's the point? I finally agreed to stop. As in for real. I want to pick up sports again. I felt so in love with karate. My mum found another ciggy stick in my room. But the problem is, I didn't smoke. It was so so so long ago. And she broke her promise and told my dad. Then why should i care anymore? I stop because i WANT to not because i am ASKED to.
No matter what happen, live or die. Trust or not, my choice is to STOP!
support me people.
XOXO
Friday, February 6, 2009
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
I FAILED AGAIN
After 7 days of non-nicotine days, I still couldn't resist the temptation. The toxic in the cigarette feel so good. My mum found another box in my room, I was totally out of cigarette. She also kept all the cigarette away from me to make sure i wont take another puff. But yet, I still had my way. In my school uniform, i took a deep puff. Ahh~ feel so good, so great. That puff also brings me closer a step to death. I don't care! i want to enjoy life first. How could i stop? Its so addictive. Its a drug! Its part of my life now!
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